Incest: What A Damaged Child Grows Up To Be

My heart ached when I went online to see how incest was received in the online community. Imagine my surprise to see sites like: Lesbian sisters, incest sex sites, brother and sister incest, sex with brother and not feeling guilty, uncensored incest sex.

Incest happens in families. It use to be a secret. Now it has gotten to the point that those who have fallen victim have turned the acts into some romantic delusion, down playing the psychological harm it does to a child.

In looking into the online community, the children have grown up now to accept this as their lot in life, to portray an image of sexual enjoyment without little regard to who they once were, just little children with no choices, or their choices influenced by some adult.

I dared not go to any of these sites. Just from the description it was obvious the heart and soul of those involved had been hardened and taken over by something beyond even their understanding.

I created this article because I know there are some who don’t know where to turn because they think incest is a way of life. It does not have to be that way.

There was a time in my life, I would have done such things, put up a site, visited these incest sites, looking for something to fill the void within, thinking that I could find it in other people and, yes, even in sex, but the more I pursued after those fleshly sexual feelings, the taboo, I was left still feeling worthless, empty and thinking that if I could just go to the next level, maybe I would find what I am looking for.

I found nothing pleasurable about incest at the hands of people who were suppose to love and protect me. Even as a child it didn’t feel good to my conscience but it felt good to my body. Yet I had to live with the guilty conscience, even though I did not initiate this act.

Yes, you can do something long enough your conscience is harden to guilt, you don’t feel any more. Or maybe you were conditioned into this being a way of life and you don’t know any better.

You can change that picture. You can feel good inside. You can be free! God forgives those who remain in incestuous behavior after the act that started you on this path.

Because I have been set free, I’m going to leave you with this prayer. Maybe today is your day. Perhaps I’m crazy for thinking that you want to change but I want you to know that God loves you, and that you are special, that you are God’s property and God wants to forgive you.

You don’t have to allow the acts of other people when you were a child to rule you today.

Let’s pray: “Father in heaven, maker of heaven and earth; I’m lost in a world that has kept me a prisoner of my own desires. I am so weak I can’t help myself but if you did it for Blondie, you can do it for me.I want a new life. Grant me a new life today, Father. Forgive me for what I have done after others wronged me by their acts. I was a child. Strengthen me. Free me from this life; in Jesus Name, I pray.”

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